Last night i got a news from allen that C who applied her visa on 19th Jan got it done while I applied it on 15th Jan but i hadn't heard anything about it yet. worse, i left the reference number in my dorm>_< I left it cos i thought they would mail it to me. If my visa would be refused they would at least give me a call or whatever to let me know. I was pretty worried and decided to get back to school(the next day which is today) to get the reference number so that i could track my visa .
right after arriving in Baoding, i got Dad's text saying " ur visa is mailed to you, I'll keep it till u get home" omg! on the one hand I was like "ugh... I should've waited for another day", on the other hand i was so happy i finally got my visa. I turned around into the bus-ticket-service hall right away.
I gazed at the envolope for quite a while and then opened it carefully in fear of tearing any info paper. "REFUSAL OF ENTRY CLEARANCE" came into my eyes... ! guess u know how i felt like at that moment. yeah, i was very upset, frustrated, bummed ... *sigh*At that moment i thought of what Martie (the hero in Back To The Future) said :" no, i can't. what if i'm refused. what if they say:'kid, ur no good'. i don't think i can take it." well, i guess i was bolder than him, at least i took a shot. I'm going through what Martie was afraid (refusal).
It is a dramatic world, isn't it? many times the things that u paid much effort would disappoint you while the things that u barely were hoping for would surprise you, i mean a good surprise. If it is so, ( the visa thing is really a disappointment) i guess there's a surprise coming to me :)
2/06/2009
2/02/2009
It's heavy
I was chatting with sb " remember i told you the other day....." at the beginning of Jan
he was like " THE OTHER DAY? lol, It was last year !"
I just want to say time always tips toe past us... when people realize it is 2009 now, people always feel like ( *sigh*) they should have done this , done that in the past year.
I am not really doing sth but checking blogs. I read July's blog, feeling heavy. I feel like i still have so many things that I wanna do but it seems i don't have that much time left.
I feel a lot of pressure right now from finding a job, study and stuff. *sigh* I guess that's life. I have no choice but take it.
( Gosh, I have to say it's hard to write in English. It seems like i start every paragraph with " I " ugh.... )
he was like " THE OTHER DAY? lol, It was last year !"
I just want to say time always tips toe past us... when people realize it is 2009 now, people always feel like ( *sigh*) they should have done this , done that in the past year.
I am not really doing sth but checking blogs. I read July's blog, feeling heavy. I feel like i still have so many things that I wanna do but it seems i don't have that much time left.
I feel a lot of pressure right now from finding a job, study and stuff. *sigh* I guess that's life. I have no choice but take it.
( Gosh, I have to say it's hard to write in English. It seems like i start every paragraph with " I " ugh.... )
1/31/2009
kick off
I've been thinking to start one English blog for a long time... ( i have it now, yay!)
I kept very busy during Spring Festival. When i was little, i always hoped time would go as fast as it could so that i would have new clothes and many nice foods that i couldn't have except on Spring Festival eve. i've grown up now. i just want time to slow down. Mommy, daddy and my roomies seem to be so confused at why i love the mirror so much. I want to enjoy this young face and remember it.. when i'm getting old, i don't think i will like to look at myself at the mirror all the time like i do right now. I know this is my best time and I'm enjoying it. I'm trying very hard to make the best of it.
I'm thankful and happy for that these things happened last year: I finally ended a terrible relation ( it was just sooo horrible i don't even want to talk about it any more) glad that ended ^_^
xiao bai and I got to know each other last year. It is a great thing. He loves Chinese culture, people and the language. It is so awesome that we are able to exchange our languages, cultures,etc. He's a good friend as well. My friend, I hope 2009 will be great for you. good luck with everything. (oh, i do really hope u will convince your boss haha ;) )p.s. your Chinese is progressing so fast, i 'm afriad u'll even get over me!! haha..Jer, i'm so pround of you :)
It is so magical that 2 people who are hundreds of thousands of miles away from each other get to be good friends. I'm soo thankful, i got to know you D. I said a prayer to wish u to do even better in ur career and I thanked Jehovah to let us be friends as well. When i'm writing to/about you, thinking of you , i still think about the plane i took to visit you ;) everytime i just end up laughing (laughing) haha . i really like the cup () hehe.
one of the most exciting things have happened this year so far was that Allen got accpeted by the Graduate School of Elctrical Dpartment Strathclyd Universersity. I'm soooo pround of you honey!! keep working hard on it! 2009 will be awesome to you!!!
ah... I'm on winter vacation right now. i relaxed too much till Spring Festival. I started to study hard.. there is a big test coming up on March ( dang it-_-!! )
I kept very busy during Spring Festival. When i was little, i always hoped time would go as fast as it could so that i would have new clothes and many nice foods that i couldn't have except on Spring Festival eve. i've grown up now. i just want time to slow down. Mommy, daddy and my roomies seem to be so confused at why i love the mirror so much. I want to enjoy this young face and remember it.. when i'm getting old, i don't think i will like to look at myself at the mirror all the time like i do right now. I know this is my best time and I'm enjoying it. I'm trying very hard to make the best of it.
I'm thankful and happy for that these things happened last year: I finally ended a terrible relation ( it was just sooo horrible i don't even want to talk about it any more) glad that ended ^_^
xiao bai and I got to know each other last year. It is a great thing. He loves Chinese culture, people and the language. It is so awesome that we are able to exchange our languages, cultures,etc. He's a good friend as well. My friend, I hope 2009 will be great for you. good luck with everything. (oh, i do really hope u will convince your boss haha ;) )p.s. your Chinese is progressing so fast, i 'm afriad u'll even get over me!! haha..Jer, i'm so pround of you :)
It is so magical that 2 people who are hundreds of thousands of miles away from each other get to be good friends. I'm soo thankful, i got to know you D. I said a prayer to wish u to do even better in ur career and I thanked Jehovah to let us be friends as well. When i'm writing to/about you, thinking of you , i still think about the plane i took to visit you ;) everytime i just end up laughing (laughing) haha . i really like the cup () hehe.
one of the most exciting things have happened this year so far was that Allen got accpeted by the Graduate School of Elctrical Dpartment Strathclyd Universersity. I'm soooo pround of you honey!! keep working hard on it! 2009 will be awesome to you!!!
ah... I'm on winter vacation right now. i relaxed too much till Spring Festival. I started to study hard.. there is a big test coming up on March ( dang it-_-!! )
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